Sorry I’ve been gone so long. It’s been extremely hectic in life, with applying to a new job and my current one going completely off the rails. Plus kids, bills, etc. Plus, I have been completely preoccupied with Twitter. (Shout out to my Twitter followers! Love you guys!) Anyway, I noticed pretty quickly that most… Continue reading Exploring Little-ness
Starting Friday night and ending Sunday night, Master and I will be experimenting with being in D/s-space the whole time. Won’t that be weird with kids? Yes. But we’ve done similar things before, so I’m not worried. What about household chores and stuff? I don’t do dishes, clean the litterbox, or vacuum often. I imagine… Continue reading 48 Hours
I hate visiting my parents. They’re extremely right-wing, my mom gets drunk and emotionally abusive, my dad seems to think I’m 27 and don’t know how to open a goddamn window. They just want to bogart my children and pretend they’re parents again. My dad wants to question EVERY SINGLE DECISION we make about how… Continue reading National Lampoons Dreaded Vacation
At this point, I had entered a sort of zen feeling. Yes I was horny. Yes I was frustrated. But there was nothing I could do about it and that’s that. Really, my biggest concern was that I would have absolutely nothing to write about for this day in the blog. I knew that Master… Continue reading The 5-Day Challenge: Day 4
It felt like we weren’t connecting. There was a weird distance between us, like we were fighting. We weren’t, but we were acting the same. I was being a bitch like we were fighting. The withdrawal had me so irritable. I knew I had to ask Master for a way for us to connect, partially… Continue reading The 5-Day Challenge: Day 3
I drove to work that morning, still unbelievably aroused and in awe of the night before. I don’t always hit subspace, and I’d definitely never hit it that hard before. “Sex and Candy” came on the mix cd in my stereo. I always picture stripping for Master to this song. I imagined dragging my fingers… Continue reading 5 Day Challenge – Day 2
Way back before I was even pregnant with our toddler, and before I realize Cosmo’s sex advice column was always the same (suck his balls! Stick your finger in his ass!) I read an article that said the best way to get in the mood to have sex more often was to just do it.… Continue reading Orgasm Restriction (The Five Day Challenge): Day 1
I discussed in my introductory post why I should have known far earlier that I am a sexual submissive. But I’m not entirely sure I’ve gone into my pining for a Dominant prior to actually submitting to one. I have discussed the dichotomy of my husband/Master several times. It’s that delicious combination that satisfies me… Continue reading Why I Love a Dom
In a couple of weeks, we will have been living in our house for a whole year. We have fucked in the kitchen all of twice. The first time was in the first week after I went back to work after our son was born. We had already “had intercourse”, as my adorable OB put… Continue reading In the Kitchen
I mentioned yesterday that Master reads my blog. He’s always been supportive of my writing, gets my sense of humor, and managed to get over the fact that I cuss every five fucking words in real life. As a result of this exposure to him, and with a desire not to paint him as a… Continue reading Relationship Issues… And Life
Collars, Cuffs and Wedding Bands 